thanks for the snow. now magically make my best friend appear. kaythanks.

i miss victoria nicole oliveri.

dear new life. i’m not sure if i like you yet. not sure if i want to openly call you mine.

about doing something different with my hair.
or maybe something different with my makeup.

i just need something different. but i don’t know what.

i love the sound of the rain, pitter-pattering on the window sill. just aching to come inside, take off its shoes and enjoy the nice, warm room that embraces my skin. my fingertips are chilly as i type this post. i feel like i’m typing with an icicle.

my thoughts are being poured out into my journal. only, i don’t have a journal. they are all subsiding to something else. my walls. as i explain my troubles to everything around me, everyone around me, i feel like someone should pull me back into reality.

this post was by far too random for my taste.

last year, to this day, the world lost yet another teen to something that no one could stop. no one could prevent. Saulo Morris; inspirational. a true hero. a role model for all, a friend. for those who didn’t get the pleasure of meeting you are still impacted by your incredible legacy that you left behind here for all of us to continue to hold on to. you gave hope to many and to some you were someone to talk to. in the words of Eric Brynes ” If anybody deserved to live a long life, it was Saulo. Really. He is the type of person who makes sense out of this cynical world.”

You’re forever missed. By those who knew you and those who didn’t.
Continue resting in peace and god bless you and your family.

it’s been quite some time since i’ve had something to say. i guess it’s because i’m too busy with moving and getting caught up on school. but i’m sorry to neglect you. in the past two weeks my life has changed. it’s crazy huh? one minute you’re ‘best’ friends with someone, then the next you find things out you don’t want to deal with. you’re sick of being caught up in their little web of lies. their web so fake, so copied, you realize in order to be free, you must get rid of their memory all together. all though in the end, it might not be what’s best, but for now, it’s the only thing you can think of. then you find out someone’s parents hate you for no reason at all, except what they assume of you. you begin to question why you even began to care in the beginning. they didn’t have a significant role in your life. but still, it hurts just a tad. but not enough to cry about it. not enough to make a fuss to said person and try to work it out. because simply enough, you don’t care.

best friend. honestly, you’re much more than that. you’re my sister. i’m with you 24/7 and i can’t imagine my life without you. you have truly changed my life. you may not notice it, but you really have. victoria, we are like twins, there is no doubt about it. we think the same things, we act the same way. we finish each others sentences. we may seem like complete opposites, but in reality, we couldn’t be more similar. when we’re together, we never get bored of each other. to me, that’s what a best friend is. someone you can spend hours at a time with and never get tired of it. someone you can trust with your inner most secrets. someone you can cry to and not be afraid to be judged. we’ve been through a lot together in these past 7 months and it breaks my heart knowing i’m moving away from you, but i know you’ll be okay. i just hope you don’t forget about me because i know i won’t forget you. you’ve made such a huge impact on my life and i love you. i say that a lot, it’s because i truly mean it. best friends/sisters forever.

victoria nicole oliveri.
i love you. i trust you. i’ll miss you when i move. ♥

a lot of things went down. a lot of things were cleared up. thankfully.
in all honesty, i can’t say i’m surprised this happened. i can’t say i’m sad either. when it all ended, i got a best friend out of it. angelina, i love you.

speaking of best friends, the three i have are the absolute best.

best times ever, with the best people ever. ♥